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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

Svetodar frequently wrote to his mother and a Knight Templar, who was with
Radan to guard him in Spain, brought these letters to the Valley of Magicians and took
the reply letters which contained the latest news. So they lived, without seeing each
other. The only thing they had was hope that the happy day would come some time
when they would finally meet each other... They did not know that this happy day would
never come...

All these years after the death of Radomir, Magdalena cherished a dream in her
heart. She wanted to visit the far North Country to see the land of her ancestors and to
bow low to Radomir’s home... She wanted to thank the land which brought up the
dearest human being in her life. Also she wanted to take the Key of Gods there, because
she knew that it would be the right thing to do... The native land would guard IT for
people much better than she would do that.
But, as usual, life flew by too quickly, and Magdalena did not have time to fulfill
her plan. And eight years later, after Radomir’s death, a tragedy occurred... Sharply
feeling it approaching, Magdalena suffered unable to understand the reason. Even
being the strongest Vedunia, she could not see her Fate, no matter how strongly she
wished it. Her Fate was hidden from her, because she must live her life fully, no matter
how difficult or cruel it might be...

– Why, mother! Why can’t all Veduns and Vedunias see their Fate? Why is it closed
to them?
– Anna was indignant.
– I think it is so in order that we don’t try to change what is destined for us, dear.
– I answered without much confidence in my voice.

As far as I could remember, this injustice always revolted me! Why do we, the
Knowing ones, need this test? Why could not we avoid it, when we were perfectly able
to do that? But it was obvious that nobody was going to answer those questions. This
was our Life, and we had to live it the way it was written by somebody for us. But we
could make it so happy so easily, if those "at the top" let us see our Fate! But neither
I, nor any of us (even Magdalena!) had any chance to do that.
– Also Magdalena was more and more worried about some weird rumors... –
Sever continued. – Strange "Cathars" suddenly began to appear among her pupils.
They quietly called upon the others to profess a "bloodless" and "kind" doctrine. They
called for them to live without fighting and resistance. It was very strange and by no
means reflected Magdalena and Radomir’s teachings. She felt this was a dirty trick

and a danger, and for some reason she always failed to meet at least one of the "new"
Cathars... The alarm grew in Magdalena’s heart. Someone wanted very much to make
the Cathars helpless! Somebody wanted to breed doubt in their brave hearts. But who
needed it? Could it be the Church? She knew and remembered how quickly even the
strongest and most advanced states died, if they gave up fighting, relying on alien
friendliness! The world was still too imperfect... and one should fight for home, beliefs,
children and even for love. That is why Magdalena’s Cathars were warriors from the
very beginning, and that fully corresponded to her teachings. In fact she never created
an assemblage of humble and helpless "lambs"; on the contrary, Magdalena created
a mighty society of Battle Magicians destined to KNOW and to protect their land and

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