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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova.   Revelation

            Svetlana said: "Don’t think that I’ve surrendered. It’s just that people’s treachery and
            meanness hurts too much. You open your heart to them and get a "knife in your back"
            in return".

                  Svetlana looked at the world with the innocent eyes of a child. Her laughter, which
            has sounded very rarely lately, was always filled with purity and light which in some
            miraculous way imbued my heart with healing ease and joy.
                  A few days before her murder she shared her plans with me, regarding her new
            books. She regretted that she could not type and see anything on the computer screen
            even with a magnifying glass with the highest magnifying power. All the time she
            asked me when I would restore her sight so that she could finish at least two last
            chapters of the first volume of Revelation. She so much feared not having enough time
            to complete it!

                  I told her that she rushed to the computer too soon, that she should not do that
            when her sight became just slightly better and that the Dark gave me little chance to
            restore the sight to at least an average level, inflicting blows into the visual areas of the
            brain, into her wonderful eyes. She understood that and at the same time did not accept.
            Lately she often said that everything would be all right, but she would be gone. She
            was afraid that something could happen to her and there would nobody with her; that I
            would not be beside her. She feared that, and that is precisely what happened.
                  On  November  11, 2010 a  very  powerful  blow  was inflicted upon her  already
            strongly worn little heart, but that time the Dark failed to achieve their black aim. I
            succeeded  in  restoring  the  damage  quickly  enough. I  had  been  insisting  on  a  new
            qualitative transformation for several days now which, once realized, would leave the
            Dark boiling with malice and impotence because of the impossibility of doing anything
            to her. It was exactly each new qualitative transformation of the brain and spirit which
            I carried out in the past on a regular basis which allowed me easily and quickly enough
            not only to stop the attacks of the Dark, but also to eliminate the systems of which the
            perpetrators were part.
                  Each  transformation  resulted  in  serious  qualitative  changes  which  sometimes
            deeply amazed Svetlana and me, and that was not an easy task, because we have seen
            and experienced a lot in the course of our fight with the Dark of every stripe. This time
            the  transformation  should  have  become  the  next  turning  point  of  our  evolutional

            development.
                  I was impatient to carry out this work as soon as possible. But the time difference
            of two hours between Moscow and France and the fact that almost every day I had to
            spend from 9 to 10 hours on the phone helping people with their health, in meetings
            with different people, let alone many other things, meant that I could not do this kind
            of work, which required time and concentration, earlier than 1 a.m. Moscow time. By
            this time I felt quite fatigued and Svetlana was tired too. Besides, this kind of work
            usually lasted one and a half or two hours, and it was very difficult to fall asleep
            afterwards, both for me and Svetlana.
                  Svetlana pitied and wished to spare me in the first place, because she knew that

            my morning phone marathon ran from 9 a.m. to 12 midday, and the evening one began
            at 6 and by 10 p.m. it turned into a squall of calls which rarely ceased before 1 a.m.

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