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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation
Svetlana said: "Don’t think that I’ve surrendered. It’s just that people’s treachery and
meanness hurts too much. You open your heart to them and get a "knife in your back"
in return".
Svetlana looked at the world with the innocent eyes of a child. Her laughter, which
has sounded very rarely lately, was always filled with purity and light which in some
miraculous way imbued my heart with healing ease and joy.
A few days before her murder she shared her plans with me, regarding her new
books. She regretted that she could not type and see anything on the computer screen
even with a magnifying glass with the highest magnifying power. All the time she
asked me when I would restore her sight so that she could finish at least two last
chapters of the first volume of Revelation. She so much feared not having enough time
to complete it!
I told her that she rushed to the computer too soon, that she should not do that
when her sight became just slightly better and that the Dark gave me little chance to
restore the sight to at least an average level, inflicting blows into the visual areas of the
brain, into her wonderful eyes. She understood that and at the same time did not accept.
Lately she often said that everything would be all right, but she would be gone. She
was afraid that something could happen to her and there would nobody with her; that I
would not be beside her. She feared that, and that is precisely what happened.
On November 11, 2010 a very powerful blow was inflicted upon her already
strongly worn little heart, but that time the Dark failed to achieve their black aim. I
succeeded in restoring the damage quickly enough. I had been insisting on a new
qualitative transformation for several days now which, once realized, would leave the
Dark boiling with malice and impotence because of the impossibility of doing anything
to her. It was exactly each new qualitative transformation of the brain and spirit which
I carried out in the past on a regular basis which allowed me easily and quickly enough
not only to stop the attacks of the Dark, but also to eliminate the systems of which the
perpetrators were part.
Each transformation resulted in serious qualitative changes which sometimes
deeply amazed Svetlana and me, and that was not an easy task, because we have seen
and experienced a lot in the course of our fight with the Dark of every stripe. This time
the transformation should have become the next turning point of our evolutional
development.
I was impatient to carry out this work as soon as possible. But the time difference
of two hours between Moscow and France and the fact that almost every day I had to
spend from 9 to 10 hours on the phone helping people with their health, in meetings
with different people, let alone many other things, meant that I could not do this kind
of work, which required time and concentration, earlier than 1 a.m. Moscow time. By
this time I felt quite fatigued and Svetlana was tired too. Besides, this kind of work
usually lasted one and a half or two hours, and it was very difficult to fall asleep
afterwards, both for me and Svetlana.
Svetlana pitied and wished to spare me in the first place, because she knew that
my morning phone marathon ran from 9 a.m. to 12 midday, and the evening one began
at 6 and by 10 p.m. it turned into a squall of calls which rarely ceased before 1 a.m.
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