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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

Svetlana knew that I could not talk or work with her on Skype or phone with total
calmness and ease, when my work phone was "red-hot" with calls from people who
needed my help. I could not allow myself to leave them unanswered while being busy
with another, albeit very important, thing.

I became tense, Svetlana perceived that and felt slightly hurt when I said that
people were waiting for my help, and replied: "And what about me, am I not one of
those people?" "Of course you are, – I reassured her, – You are the most important
person in my life, but we can find time for talks and work, while many people are not
in such a privileged position and are unable to call me or get my help at any other
time".
Thus, we mostly could have time for our needs only on weekends, on condition
that neither she nor I had any urgent meetings with other people.

There were also other impediments to carrying out the new transformation I had
planned. On Thursday, November 11 Svetlana got the next blow to her heart. I had to
find time in my daily routine and restore it. But lately the transformation still could not
be done at night–Svetlana was on her last legs because of severe fatigue after the blow
and the loads which I had to employ on her to bring her to a relatively normal state.
She almost fell asleep in front of the monitor when we chatted on Skype that night,
nodding after every word. We both laughed at it and she went to bed when our Skype
conference was over at 23.38. As usual she called me from her bedroom, I put a
protective night shield on her and we wished each other goodnight.
In order to let her get a break, resting from the huge overloads which her body
underwent while the Dark attacked her I remained awake during the whole night,
protecting her from new assaults. Certainly, I did not tell her that I stood guard over
her night’s sleep. If she had known about it, her outrage would have been infinite. She
always said that anything could happen to other people, including her, but I must be
always in good form, ready to fight the Dark and win...
She did not think of herself even while being in precarious situations that
threatened her life. She worried about our cause, for the sake of which we did not fly
away when our star friends came to take us with them. Knowing that, I was a bit
cunning when answering her question about when I went to bed. I said that I fell asleep
earlier than I did yesterday, without specifying that yesterday I went to bed at about
seven o'clock in the morning and today about six. I told her the truth, without going
into details.

Besides, I often did not sleep while repulsing attacks directed toward me, studying
the attackers and at the same time producing new counteractive measures which I later
used to protect Svetlana. She slept very well at night from Thursday to Friday, falling
into deep calm sleep. But on Friday, November 12, the Dark began to inflict powerful
blows from that very morning, which was extremely unusual. We talked several times
on Skype that day. First conversation was at 12.30 Moscow time and lasted almost
twenty one minutes, then we chatted at 1.34 for one minute and the last time I spoke to
her on Skype was at 2.51 p.m. for 10 min 11 sec. This also was the last time I saw her
alive.

I regret so much now that I did not speak to her longer and insist on having the

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