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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova.   Revelation

            extinguished my last hope of returning life to this body.

                  The work of the pathologist did not leave a single organ unharmed by the scalpel.
            They even dissected her skull and withdrew her brain. I have no doubt whatsoever that
            Svetlana’s autopsy was not an ordinary one, taking into account the close attention
            which the authorities paid to the case. They perfectly knew (although, not all of them)
            who Svetlana was and enjoying their complete immunity and total lack of control, they
            undoubtedly took samples of her tissues for studying, and most likely her whole brain.
            The parasites are dying to know how the human brain can do unbelievable things, from
            their point of view. Their hidebound minds cannot understand that all "magic" abilities
            are formed on levels inaccessible to the scalpel of a pathologist; nevertheless they
            continue to look for a black cat in a black room, when in fact the cat has never been
            there…
                  One day I paid attention to the fact that ichors continued to ooze from the stitches
            despite the fact that it was the tenth day after Svetlana’s death. Nadezhda Jakovlevna
            Anshukova, who has worked all her life as a doctor, explained to me that it was an
            indication  of  a violent death, because, if  a  person dies of natural causes, his body
            produces a lot of adrenalin and the blood quickly coagulates, but if the death was
            violent and very rapid, then the adrenal glands do not have time to produce adrenalin
            with  all  following  consequences.  So,  that  fact  served  as  another  confirmation  that
            Svetlana was murdered.

                  Svetlana’s skin became healthier, acquiring more colour and elasticity with every
            day. Certainly, it also happened because every day I spent two hours with Svetlana’s
            body and stroked her forehead and hair. My life-force filled her, and the cells of her
            body gradually came back to life, but it was out of question that Svetlana herself could
            come back to life after the autopsy. If I had been beside her, when all that happened, I
            would have been able to return her to life. It is highly likely that, if I had been beside
            her,  nothing  would  have  happened  to  her  at  all  or  we  would  have  died  together.
            Svetlana always told me that she would never remain alone, without me, not for the
            world, and her dream was that when the time came, we would be gone together. It
            happened that only the first part of her wish came true and it was me who remained
            alone, and we will be unable to leave this world together…
                  Every day the moment drew nearer when Svetlana’s body would disappear in the
            fire forever, burning the vessel which contained her beautiful and brave spirit. Every
            bit of my soul stood up against it. Her body was the only thing that was left for me from
            her in this world. Although I could speak to her spirit, it was not enough for me. I often
            remembered and still do Svetlana’s words that she wanted to see the victory of Light
            exactly  with  these  eyes  and  exactly  in  this  body, no  matter how  imperfect  it  was,
            because  we  came  through  everything  exactly  in  this  body,  and  exactly  in  these
            imperfect bodies we performed and continue to perform that, in which our spirits could
            never succeed before (and not only our spirits)…

                  Wednesday, November 24, when I could have the opportunity to see Svetlana for
            the last time, inevitably came. Alexander and I arrived at the morgue by 9 a.m., the car
            from the funeral parlour came later, and the last preparations for the funeral began. I
            brought Svetlana’s clothes and gave  them to the morgue workers. In ten or fifteen


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